our first chinese new year eve that we are apart after being together for almost 7 years. it feels weird because i have no one to call and share with what i'm doing or wearing, who'll be at the house and what weird questions people asked. many little things remind me of you, and i really miss you.
i feel like the memories of us are looming at the back of my head. and i'm a little afraid everything that i've tried to do to get over you, will come crashing down on me and leaving me at where we left off. or hopefully it might be that i am in control of the situation.
many people have told me this is the wrong way to get over someone, but i don't wanna listen. i believe in my willpower and soon one day i know i will be able to talk to you like a friend, and nothing else. it doesn't mean i won't love you, but i just can't keep hoping you'll come back to me.
if you do one day, just know that i will be here. because you are my soulmate.
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