after i met char, i felt so lost and frustrated.
lost without you. emptiness. just the thought that you're no longer mine to call, just really kills me everytime i think about it. i imagine you being with someone else, and the worst part is that you loving him back.
and i'm frustrated. angry with myself for holding on to someone that has obviously moved on, and is happy. i feel bad pouring my troubles to my friends, though they say they don't mind, it makes me feel weak, stupid and clingy. i hate it.
so i spent some time alone, and i did it with a stranger.
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